Our emotional needs need to be met in a healthy way and not through another person. We think we need people to be there for us because we don't know how to, but what we really need is to reacquaint with our wounded selves. Because, there’s only so many times we can call in outside counsel for our peace of mind.
“But I won! The last time you and I met, I got you out of my head.” “I guess you took my nap for eviction.”
And it is the fear of stepping into one of those land mines that we’ve gotten into a habit of doing things such as softening our speech to sound more likable. We’ve started diminishing words, opinions and thoughts to ensure we don’t get labelled as Bitchy, Aggressive or just plain Dumb. We’ve started apologizing for taking up space, before asking a question.
We don't know what our actions are going to result in, and when they don't turn out to be as planned or slightly differ from how we thought they would, we either tend to give it up or blame it on the bigger force's pre-written course that has been chosen for us to walk on.
The power, as I've realised, to complicate something to incomprehensible levels lies in our hands. I've also come across the fact that we tend to lose our minds when we hear something important, subjective to us or the people around us for obvious reasons, because something that is special for everybody is also something that isn't... Continue Reading →
You know how humans are hypocritical cucumbers with emotions, like one time we're all about the little things that count and then, the other time we're looking at the bigger picture in life. Like, circumstantial perceptions? Yeah that!
It is not in the days that I survived without you, but in the days that are yet to come. It's not in the tears that have fallen off of my face, but in my brother's smile that was a centimeter wider than it is now. It's not in the gloomy days but in the... Continue Reading →
no amount of happy memories of the past will ever be large enough for you to tolerate the toxicity of things in the present and/or for the foreseeable future
Azure, Indigo and Periwinkle got lost in the echo to make way for Phantom Black in a moment while somebody stands, thinking about the lost light she felt the most human in, gradually opening the windows for the Chaos rushing in to race her in a Marathon, she once beat it in.